Jaxon i can’t even possibly try to explain how much i am in love with you. i want to hold you all day and all night, well, except for when i need to sleep, and let’s face it i need some sleep. the messy house, the laundry, all that can wait. it will always be there but you, you will not be a newborn for long. so for right now the messes can wait and i will be here holding you. i want to just eat up every moment i have with you. i know that you are my last, and in a way it makes me a little sad. i want to savor every minute with you. you guys grow up way too fast. it is so true what “they” say… the days are long but the years are short. i love every bit of you, your smell, your fingers, toes, your nose, your lips, and those cheeks. my favorite is kissing the back of your neck. there is something about the back of a baby’s neck just below the hair, it is so soft and squishy and perfect. you are perfect. you are just what we needed and you have completed our family. you are so incredibly loved.