this guy is fourteen, and i don’t want to believe it. he has grown up so much lately. he starts high school next year, he’s taller than me, and wears the same shoe size as his dads. this boy made me a mom. i was young and he was a surprise. i remember being so excited that i was going to have a baby but i also remember having a few panic attacks that i was going to be a mom and i really had no idea what i was doing. as soon as the doctors put him in my arms everything seemed right. happy birthday babe. love you.